" What'll happen next?"

- It's running around in my mind.

Hello confusion.

There's a new subject in my life that's actually been there for a while now without me noticing. I have no idea what to do. No idea what to say or how to act.
But I think I've decided to let things be the way they were. For now at least.

I'm not sure if I want anything to happen. Maybe that's what I want.. I don't know. But just for now I'll leave it.

I'm really confused.